The Price I Won't Pay

At this night, because of something happen...

I feel no good...

I blame myself, is used to be like this?

Is this call luck? bad one... double up...

No matter how, something I can't handle and control I will get away from it...

It is escape, I know... but I just can be like this... alone...

At least I won't get hurt, is just a way to protect myself...

I can't be down, the price to me is too big...

Just stay focus, job is a positive return to me compare to my effort...

Again, realism... pity guy...